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Right all im getting a new livejournal
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| .He.Made.Me.Pure. |
[19 Jul 2004|08:59pm] |
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I just want to say thankyou to Kearnie for all of his help and just being such a great guy. He means so much to me and i wish he was closer. I wub him muchly <3
In other news....
Well not alot really. Its finaly starting to feel like summer and im off down to the beach to hang out on saturday.
On Sunday i dragged my mum into H&M and perswaded her to buy me a really cute purple cordroy blazer/jacket thing. Result!
Also a little plea, if anyone knows where i can by a pair of checkerd shoes, kind of converse all star style but cheaper and not hightops.
Im off to see Piebald, Audio Karate, My Awesome Compelation and M.C Lars tommorow night and i havnt heard barely anything by any of the bands. Does anyone know if there actualy any good??
Ohh woot ive completed the levle on rollercoaster tycoon i can go to my next park
.... im such a dork
Siobhan xx<3
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[17 Jul 2004|09:28am] |
For those of you who have been reading my journal for a while youll know that me and calum have always been up and down and when ive wrote in my journal about him its always been during a down.
Truth is no matter how many times we argue or something he's still such a great friend and i owe him alot. He perswaded me to quit smoking and has helped me through so much shit. Thankyou Calum my lil dude. I owe you a high 7.5 next time i see you.
Siobhan xx<3
P.S Calum get a livejournal acount again ... please
P.P.S Hopefuly he wont mind but heres the email he sent me
( The.Switch )
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[16 Jul 2004|01:51pm] |
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I love it when i re-discover the love of a band. Ive been listening to Further Seems Forever so much recently. i feel like id go crazy if i diddnt listen to it everyday. Theres something so moving and uplifting about it.
Siobhan <3
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[14 Jul 2004|05:49pm] |
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Further Seems Forever- Insincerity as an art form |
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Heres a lesson that everyone should learn.
Never spill your heart to a guy on msn that you dont know about a guy who you think is using you, Because that guy may turn out to be the guy who you think is using you's best friend. Thats right i spilled my heart about Sean to none other than Seans best friend, does anyone want to kick me for me?
I suppose in a way im glad that the guy was seans friend, he told me alot about Sean and its made me think. Aparantly hes still with his girlfriend but it is true that they barely ever talk, but i also found out that he always cheats on her. I hate to say this but as much as i like him i dont want to be just another girl who he's cheated on his girlfriend with.
This dosn't sound like me atall but, I deserve more than that.
Siobhan xx<3
P.S Thankyou to __coheed for doing my layout i love it muchly
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[11 Jul 2004|10:58am] |
Does anyone want to sort out the look of my journal
theres a free Zine for you in it =)
Siobhan xx<3
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[10 Jul 2004|01:39am] |
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Arg its 1:42 AM and i cant sleep, im super surprised that theres actualy 24 people on msn at this time. Im so cold and shivery and im not sure what to write.
Today i went down Victoria park with Leah,Adam,Tom,Rosie and Patrick and it was ok i guesse but then i think Tom asked out Rosie or Leah and Leah fancies adam so everyone was like buggering off having private talks and not telling me and Patrick about it so he got pissed off and had a go at me.
Then i came home and everyone was having a go at me and my dad acused me of taking money out of his drawer (like £40.)Id never even be stupid enough to take that amount but there acusing me of it. So i just went upstairs and ive been sleeping since which would explain why im up now
Im gonna go my dads suppost to be leaving for the airport in like 20 mins and i dont want him to catch me down here
Siobhan xx<3
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[09 Jul 2004|11:30am] |
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I havnt updated this thing in ages and i know i should do more.
Ive not been up to too much since i last updated. I know it sounds really stupid but i miss Sean so much, even though i have the feeling he's trying to use me.
Ive been wishing so much i wasnt alone i havnt really been with anyone since Calum and i just miss being snuggled up in someones arms. arg i feel so emo
Siobhanxx<3
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[24 Jun 2004|09:31pm] |
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I know i have to write this now because i know i wont later on and i need to get out how im feeling.
.. So this whole Sean fiasco, i really like him, but he told me today that when we were at Taking Back Sunday he told me he wanted to ask me to fuck him in the toilets or something like that. I laughed at first then he told me he was deadly serious. I wouldnt mind so much but its just not the way id imagine losing my virginity ( he knows that im still a virgin.) I dont know if he was drunk or whatever when he said this but i feel really slutty and its so horrible. I dont know weather he actualy wants to be with me like my boyfriend or just sleep with me a few times when he feels like this. I must be a slut or something like that for leading him on. I mean what kindof girl makes out with a guy that she barely knows at a concert just like that.
I really am a slut
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[19 Jun 2004|09:21pm] |
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So as a few of you may know, inspired by the mighty and awsome Peter Willis i have decided to make my own zine entiled New Souviner. It was originaly going to be just a music thing, but ive decided to make it more personal and concentrate on other things aswell ( who knows i may even get pollitical on all of yo' asses.) So i was sitting in my room reading Nothing Feels Good (By Andy Greenwald)and i was on the chapter about livejournals. So i thought inspired by this id write my own report on livejournal and stuff.
Tell me what you think and please be totaly honest.
Theres something wierd about the whole internet journal thing. Most people keep a journal to be something private that,all going well, no one else would see. But since the rise of the internet, thousands of teenagers have opted for a more public way to express there own deep museings.
The most popular type of journal for teenagers is Livejournal.com. Just a click away you can find anything from what someone ate for lunch to the deep heart wrenching tales of broken adolecant hearts.
The beauty of LiveJournal is the pure versatility of the journal. It gives teenagers the chance to have a space to call there own. Much like an artist has "Ones Room To Think"
One of the strangest aspects of LiveJournal is the lack of privacy, near enough anyone could be reading you deepest secrates and you would be none the wiser. Whats even stranger is that this dosn't seem to bother LiveJournal users.
Its more of a need for relation that sympathy. Almost like when you feel bad about something you listen to a song with lyrics similar to what you going through. LiveJournal can work in a similar way, all you need to do is read a friends journal and find a relation in your emotions.
Nowadays it seems like kids go through alot more than they used to and need an outlet for the feelings and emotions
It feel a bit rushed at the end so i may work more on it but other than that im pretty pleased with it. Please comment and tell me what you think.
In other news me stuff
So things are pretty cool with Sean he keeps on saying he really misses me so we should be seeing eachother on Saturday for emilys beach party. Im going to buy a disposable camera thing on Monday or Saturday and take more pictures because i barely ever take them.
This is going to seem really stalker like but im going to post a picture of Sean so i hope he dosnt see this
( Sean )
I cant wait till Saturday if i see him again
Siobhan xx<3
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| [un] Pretty Girl |
[15 Jun 2004|02:34pm] |
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I havnt been able to get to my journal in ages so i started writing one in an old notebook i had so i figured id just coppy it into here =)
June 14th
I met an amazing guy last night, but he allready kind of has a girlfriend but they barely ever see eachother or talk.He was so amazing, about halfway through Taking Back Sunday we went to the back so his girlfriends sister wouldnt see and we started kissing and stuff.But he had to leave at 11 to get the ferry back to the Isle of White so he gave me one of his bracelets and kissed the palm of my hand, closed it and told me to save it for monday (today) at sugarcult.
One problem is that he thought i was older than i actually am so i texted him to make sure he knew the truth cus i really like him and i wanted to be honest with him. I cant wait until tonight when i see him.
June 14th - 2:30
I think Sean hares me. when he found out he said he wasnt angry just kindof annoyed. He also says hes ill so he cant go tonight. I said that he should come and stay at the back with me. I hope everything works out ok i really like him.
June 15th
Ok so sean was there lastnight. he was with his girlfriend and he said he couldnt talk incase she saw. He said he was going to break up with her soon i just hope hes not dragging me along or anything. I think were getting to be better friends though. Weve beent exting eachother all day. He went surfing and cracked his head open when some ameture cut in on his wave and he cut open his head. So he had to have three stiches bless him ^__^.
Ive asked him if he wants to hang out on saturday, I hope he replies and ses yes. When were out ill try and get some pics from one of those photobooths and get it on here. Hes so cute =)
Until next time my lovelies
Siobhan xx<3
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Sounds like a radio tuned to white noise softer slowly softer
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